September 06, 2009

I Know Him by Heart... *sigh*

Someday, at last June 2009...



Here I am, in the middle of nowhere.
This is me, being someone, with a wishful thinking… a mind with full of hope, and dreams.

Hujan turun hampir tiap hari, meski sesekali diselingi hari yang hangat bermentari (hayah!!!).
Setelah ngunduh segabrug lagu di DuniaLagu dan diputer berulang-ulang sambil manyun, ikutan berdendang sekenanya, sebodo teuing dengan orang-orang yang pasti mikir untuk nimpukin sendal!

Sampai pada satu lagu, yang “saya pisan”….
Dari sontrek serial Ally McBeal (yang juga “saya pisan!!!”)…

There's a secret path I follow
To a place no one can find
Where I meet my perfect someone
I've kept hidden in my mind
Where my heart makes my decisions
'Till my dream becomes a vision
And the love I feel
Makes him real someday

Cause I know he's out there somewhere
Just beyond my reach
Though I've never really touched him
Or ever heard him speak
Though we've never been together
We've never been apart
No we've never met
Haven't found him yet
But I know him by heart

Am I living an illusion?
Wanting something I can't see
If I compromise, I'd be living lies
Pretending love's not meant to be
Cause I know my heart's worth saving
And I know that he'll be waiting
So I'll hold on and I'll stay strong... 'till then...

- by : Vonda Shepard -

All I can do for now, is just waiting, hoping… wishing…
That maybe someday, he’d be coming into reality… just for me…

Meanwhile, as long as my heart still beats *lenggak-lenggok ala beyonce!*
All I have to do is believing, that he’s out there, somewhere…
coz, I just know him,… by heart…



PS: Someday…yes…SOMEDAY!!! Amiin…! ;)

4 toyoran:

Ginko said...

So sweet (Halah), keep pray, love will find you if you try! *Permisi, kami dari team termehek-mehek*...

Lucky said...

Have you read "the secret"??? gw percaya klo kita bener2 "meminta" kita akan "menerima".

Sejak dulu gw selalu "meminta" punya pacar yang mobilnya merah ga tau kenapa,trus dia yang nyupir dan gw duduk disamping dia sambil memandangnya dengan penuh cinta.
Dan mimpi gw menjadi kenyataan, gw "menerima" seorang pacar, si abang. I love him so. Warna mobilnya merah. just like what i dreamt of. Kiap kali kita pergi berdua, sementara gw duduk di sebalahnya, gw selalu merasa dejavu. Karena memang adegan ini yang selalu ada di mimpi2 gw.
Coba deh picturing man of your dream. Ntar dia pasti bakalan datang. But you have to be positive.

Good luck my dear stupid doctor.........

Q911 said...
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Nicco said...

Lagu gue banget nih. Gue juga paling suka sama lagu ini dan "For once in my life"nya Frank Sinatra.