I Know Him by Heart... *sigh*

Someday, at last June 2009...

Here I am, in the middle of nowhere.
This is me, being someone, with a wishful thinking… a mind with full of hope, and dreams.

Hujan turun hampir tiap hari, meski sesekali diselingi hari yang hangat bermentari (hayah!!!).
Setelah ngunduh segabrug lagu di DuniaLagu dan diputer berulang-ulang sambil manyun, ikutan berdendang sekenanya, sebodo teuing dengan orang-orang yang pasti mikir untuk nimpukin sendal!

Sampai pada satu lagu, yang “saya pisan”….
Dari sontrek serial Ally McBeal (yang juga “saya pisan!!!”)…

There's a secret path I follow
To a place no one can find
Where I meet my perfect someone
I've kept hidden in my mind
Where my heart makes my decisions
'Till my dream becomes a vision
And the love I feel
Makes him real someday

Cause I know he's out there somewhere
Just beyond my reach
Though I've never really touched him
Or ever heard him speak
Though we've never been together
We've never been apart
No we've never met
Haven't found him yet
But I know him by heart

Am I living an illusion?
Wanting something I can't see
If I compromise, I'd be living lies
Pretending love's not meant to be
Cause I know my heart's worth saving
And I know that he'll be waiting
So I'll hold on and I'll stay strong... 'till then...

- by : Vonda Shepard -

All I can do for now, is just waiting, hoping… wishing…
That maybe someday, he’d be coming into reality… just for me…

Meanwhile, as long as my heart still beats *lenggak-lenggok ala beyonce!*
All I have to do is believing, that he’s out there, somewhere…
coz, I just know him,… by heart…

PS: Someday…yes…SOMEDAY!!! Amiin…! ;)

Lately....

For recent, gara-gara salah satu temen gue yang seorang radio-DJ itu a.k.a Si Gembul (panggilan "sayang" gue :) .... dia pasti langsung panassss!!!) I fall in love with a song...
Originally sang by Stevie Wonder, but in the radio that I'd heard, Bryan McKnight sang it.... soooo amazing! I got sink ev'rytime i hear the song.... beside, the lyric... I just find it out from a site, I love the chorus part...

" Well, I'm a man of many wishes,
I hope my premonition misses,
but what I really feel, my eyes won't let me hide,
cause they always start to cry.
cause it's time could mean goodbye. "

In many ways... I've too many wishes...
But, somehow, it's the only thing that make me stand still...
I just can't live without any hope
I write "Maybe Someday" so often, coz, in my mind...maybe someday... I'll find the way...
My calling...
Like ev'ry happy people....