Am I being cursed??? :)

Kemaren jalan ama my new friend...
Nice person,... we talk quite much, 'though at first, kinda unconnected... :)

Unfortunately,... he's already occupied...
yeah as I always have...
Wrong person...

(My love.... where are you now?
I'm getting tired... should I give up?)

Last night I had a kinda night mare... silly one actually,...
I was surrounded by running rats... and I woke up, screaming...kekeke
Astaghfirullah...

And the new year's coming...
Hopefully... next year will be better... amiin!