I'm lost.... all the time!

Semalam, tak hujan...
Kucuri awan, kugantung di pelupuk mata... lalu gerimis...

Sumpah, saya teh kadang suka gini... bingung harus gimana...
Tadi, babeh sms,...
Bilang, kalo di sidoarjo susah berkembang, balik kampung aja...

Tapi, somehow, saya ingin berdiri sendiri...
Durhaka kah saya???

I dun know how...

To frecher... don't you wanna meet me?
I wish we cud meet, even once...
And talk about life...
Before I go...
Somehow... I miss you...