dissapointed...again... but it's okay!

I dont know what shoud I feel now...
Sempet chat juga ama si "my distance love"...tapi, ternyata...
He expecting me just for fun...hhhh...just like other...

Yah, but, what should I expect...?
No matter what... I just cant have him...

So, If he want me just for fun... Maybe someday I'll give it to him...
Then, just like other...
he'll leave me...

I dont expect much anymore...

Maybe someday... I'll find the one...

Hmmm... a hug would be nice for recent days...

My love... find me now, or I'll lost forever...
hug me now, or I'll be frozen for eternity...
Lift me now... or I'll be drowned...and disappear...
Please!