Maafkan... I'm sorry!!!

Today, I've become such a jerk...
After some "fun"... he asked me for a real relationship, but i just couldn't feel any love...
I know, I should tell him before...
And now... I think he hates me.
It's his right, I can't blame him... and I don't.
Just, I don't wanna lie...
I can't lie...
it's about love...
I'm sorry, if I hurt you...
I didn't mean it...