Killing time in a Mall, nomadh as usual... The Seeker... Not a bad movie, but nothing special with it... just ordinary story, ordinary casts... ordinary movie!
I saw many couples...
Yeah... it hurt... I'm not a saint or a jedi or so...
So, i still have this kind of feeling when I see loving couples... wew... so pathetic me!
I keep telling my self... Someday I'll find my own...
I just wonder, and kinda hoping...
That someday won't be too long...
I made someone hurt... I didn't mean it...
I know that U were so dissapointed on me...
But,...
We just cant do that...
I dont feel any love...
Beside... U already have a relationship... legal one...
It is imposibble for me to get into your life...
my heart won't let me to...
'though it's hurting you... remember... we are adult... we have our responsibility...
Your responsibility is to your family...
believe me... I'm so not worth it!!!
I wish I had not done that to you... If only I could turn back time...
I'm sorry... and, please... go back to your family... Your wife called me last night and this morning...
I didn't realize how awfull what I have done....
I'm really sorry....
Today, I've become such a jerk...
After some "fun"... he asked me for a real relationship, but i just couldn't feel any love...
I know, I should tell him before...
And now... I think he hates me.
It's his right, I can't blame him... and I don't.
Just, I don't wanna lie...
I can't lie...
it's about love...
I'm sorry, if I hurt you...
I didn't mean it...
Before I start this blog, i used to bloggin in other blog-site...
Just, wanna have one of my own in this " I think" the biggest blog-site
So, this is officially mine!
Many things that I had published before in my last blog... (http://manusiaterbodoh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/)
hahah...just like it's important, nggak banget kaleee...!!!
